Should I resign?

I just read this blog Okinokiyo which is I found it during my blog hop today. Yes I do love blog hop. It's interesting blog and kind of attracted my attention when she share on online business tips. Honestly I do love running online business too but then I don't have high confident to make it fully support since right now I do it as a part time. After a few minutes reading this article make me consider to resign and start running online business. But then after thinking it twice, my bad mind giving me a hundred bad reason. Waaa... I admit it that I do love by doing all sewing work compare with my current job. Even sometime I feel stress to complete the order but then the stress was so so different when I have to dealing with my boss to complete my tasks.

Okinokiyo has a good sharing. Do I have to start thinking to fully serious doing online business? Even now I have a few customer among my family and friends, one day I have to make hard decision by resign with my current position and start business since my husband waiting for me at KL. Waaa...it's hard decision.

What do you guys think, should I resign and seriously start online business. Or maybe can you share other blog which is they share on online business tips. Allah..Saya dalam dilema.

black oh black

Actually I plan to share this by last week but then I don't have enough to write something on my blog since I plan to travel to KL last weekend. I don't plan it, it just across my mind on thursday night when I look at my fabric. So I grab it and automatically my leg bring me to sewing machine table and I start to sew it and walla it turn so nicely.

One happy family

Finally I manage to make something for my family which is I wish long time ago. I'm so happy. I believe they should be so happy when receiving this as a gift especially my both sister. Plus it using designer fabric.

There is 4 purse which is one for my mom and 2 for my both sister (Ani and Minah) and the last one for my office mate which is had made custom order with me. Wish they will happy when receiving all this.

Since I will travel to KL by this weekend (InsyaAllah), I will pass to them personally. So that I can see their faces when receive this as a gift. :)

Pinchusion Tutorial

Did you see any difference in my blog? At last I manage to have time changing my blog template which is I wish long time ago. Owh I feel refreshing and starting from now I will try my best to update my blog frequently. :)

Even I love on sewing and will do it every day but at the same time I will try to keep my sewing area clean and organize. But then sometimes I do feel not comfortable with all sewing tool since it's not organize. Which is I have to find one by one. A bit tired and wasting my time when I keep finding my sewing tool. I do love blog hop and one day I found this blog (sew mama sew) which is she's sharing pinchusion tutorial and it attracted me to try it. It will keep all my sewing tool in same place. You wanna see the result?

Taraaaa....If you wanna to try it you can click here. Other than that you also can try the other tutorial she's sharing. She has so much free tutorial that you can try. Good luck

Most of the fabric is come from stash which is I kept it before. There is a day when my husband question about all the stash I have, - what should you do with all this stash. It is useful? see there is some useful item I can make from all the stash. He just smiling at me when I show this item to him. Next target, to clear up all my stash I have by creating any useful DIY. Hopefully I can make it and not sure when the time will come. Huhuhu..

At the same time yesterday I had time to make another ordering purse from my best friend. Hopefully she will satisfy it. :)

fabric designer purse

For the first time I do write my blog 2 times in a day. It's not happen before. But then, I'm so excited. Since this is the most item I like compare with other. And also this is first time I'm using fabric designer which is I buy it from Zura. And the other reason I love it, I can save my money by buying expensive wallet. And then I can putting all my stuff like car key,hp, money and all my card in same wallet. I'm so happy and thankful, I can make and using it by my self. Even it's moderate but for me it's so gorgeous and fabulous (copy kimora lee trademark)...hehe..

(refer above picture) Ok this is first attempt and I forgot to make coin compartment but then I make card compartment inside it so it will not messy if I putting my car key and money together with all my card. Nice rite? I fell in love with it

(refer below picture) And then since I'm too excited I try for the second time and wallla...it turn so nice and so so so gorgeous. And then I feel in love for the second time and love it so much. I improving a bit by putting coin purse compare with before.










This morning I show this purse to one of my best friend and then she want it too. hehe..I think i will try to improve by putting more compartment and also I plan to make a gift for my both sister and my mom also. I love it. So 4 more to go. Chaiyookkk...

first time skirts...

I do not have much to say but just to update there is another dress and skirt I make last 3 weeks. It take time for me to update since I prefer to update picture at my facebook rather that to write something in the blog. This time I make 2 skirts and 1 dress for my niece and another dress is ordering from my cousin. Not much to say and enjoy the picture.

oh yeah, yesterday i just make pouch bag and wallet using designer cotton. will update you guys later once I take a picture of the item. So for now, i will update the dress first. :)

Inspired by book

Today I'm so inspired by book of "Aku Terima Nikahnya" by Hasrizal Abdul Jamil. It's malaysian language book. The truth story of the writer. Some part of the story is similar like I experience currently. Even I am married but I'm not living in the same house with my husband since we working in 2 different state. Which is it will take around 4 or 5 hours journey for us to meet. So we decide to meet during weekend. Luckily that both of us will be off from work on weekend. So it's easy for us to meet and be together. Honestly I feel a bit tiring and it's a bit hard since I'm leaving alone in different states with my husband and no other family members beside me. So everything I need I have to do it alone. I have to independent. Sometime I feel gave up but then after reading this book it's inspired me again, how valuable my marriage. I'm still thanks to Allah to gave me a husband compare with other which is no husband. It's has been 3 years we living a part. Everyday I pray to Allah SWT, one day both of us will be living together and having kids.

Since I have to stopped all my sewing work, I start to read some of the book. One by one I read it. After one finish then I will find another new book. There is another 3 book waiting for me. Aja - aja fighting !!!!! (korean language which is mean work hard or good luck) But most of my book was Islamic book. But then I'm interested to read this 2 books "Mens Are From Mars" and " Women Are From Venus" by John Gray. I wish I can have this 2 books.

The best thing, I had started again my sewing work since one of my relatives ordered dress for her daughter. I have to accepted even I'm still not fully recover. But then it's good for me to have some exercise by working on sewing project. After it done done I will posted it here and also I had plan to sew my own clothes which is "Baju Kurung" (Malay tradition cloth) and blouse shirt.

Who addicted with korean drama???? ME!!!!!! FYI, I'm fan of korean drama. I enjoying by watching it. Most of the drama was so good and also it's love story but I'm enjoying it. Currently I'm addicted drama with title of "Dream High". It's so nice and happy story. Oh I'm so like happy story. I never watch any kind of sad drama. It's not attract me and make me more stress. I prefer to watch happy story since it will inspired me to be stay patient with my life.

I was hoping there is happy ending too with my marriage. Guys pls pray for me.

ergonomics requested

Hi,
Almost 2 month I don't have any update. It's due to I don't have internet access at my hometown since I'm on Medical Leave. I think I'm taking a month of medical leave and luckily it's still in my medical leave limit. But then last 3 week I lost my grandmother. She's passed away. During that time I'm not at hometown and I have to driving from Kulim, Kedah to Kuala Lumpur which is it will be taking more than 4 hours to reach there. But then I don't have much time, I need to rush so that I can see my grandmother face for the last time before they buried her. I'm so sad, during the journey i was crying non stop until my husband make a joke. And luckily I have time to meet my grandmother for the last time.

During my medical leave until now I had to stopped my sewing activity since I need more rest. Even though I feel eager to start sewing but I have to take care of my self also. I will start once I'm feeling better. Even now I frequently going to attend physiotherapy treatment but I'm still not fully recover. I have to limit all my housekeeping activity. And also I have to limit my activity by using laptop. I had to start exercise and I can say most of my time at night lay down in front of television to take a rest on my shoulder since in the office I'm not able to lay down. I wish I will fully recover. Every day I pray to Allah, "Ya, Allah sembuhkanlah penyakit yang ku hadapi ini". I was hoping I will pray for it everyday and not bored to ask Him every time during praying time.

Today, I'm requested ergo equipment from my employer such as mouse and keyboard wrist pad and also footrest. Even though my chair is adjustable but the high of the table was not suit with me. So when I adjusted the chair but then my leg will be hanging. That's why I need footrest. I make another request for a new chair which is it can support my shoulder and cervical area. But then I have to go through a few process before I can requested it. I have to seek a doctor and also ergo evaluator. All these item it'd for prevention purposes. Hoping it will reduce my pain.

I want to feel normal again. I'm so jealous to others when they can walk or seat normally which is I am not. But then I'm still happy even I only having minor disc bulge I am still alive. Allah still giving me a chance to worship more for Him. Pray for more, zikir for more and more. Ya Allah kuatkanlah iman hamba mu ini. Amin.

Thanks guys for all your comment and again thanks for reading my blog. I was thought there is no one interested with my blog. Thanks again. See you again.

Admitting at KPJ hospital

Did you all remember my last entry I do have back pain issue and while writing this entry I'm admitting at KPJ hospital due to my back pain issue. Including today, 5 days I've admitted at here. From MRI result doctor diagnosis there is disc bulge at my back bone. So that disc has push my nerve at that area so I'm experience leg and nerve pain. I akan rasa sakit di bahagian kaki if I have to stay in one position for long hours like sitting, sleeping or while walking. This happen because of we sitting or sleeping in one position for long hours. And I have no choice since my job need my focus to sitting in front of computer. And now I'm suffer with all the pain.

Doctor advice me to have physiotherapy treatment plus with medication and once I'm discharge from hospital doctor advice me to start exercise to have good blood circulation. I'm still lucky since the bulge still small and don't need any operation. But if I'm not take care of my self there is chance that bulge will become bigger and bigger and it will become more serious and sometime operation was needed when it reach this level. Since I plan to have baby by next year (Insha-ALLAH), I asked doctor whether it will impacted my back bone. Yes, sometimes it will impacted too but some cases it will not. It depends. huhu..Now I just hoping and tawakkal to Allah, hoping if I pregnant this issue not come again.

I hope I will fully recover. But when I google the chance to recover was low but when I asked my doctor, he say since my bulge still small so chance to recover will be high but it still depends on how I discipline my self for taking medication and physiotherapy treatment. I was hoping I will fully recover and currently I feel better and I can say it recover for around 65%. But I'm still thankfull and I realize it will take time to fully recover if I'm still continue by taking medication and physiotherapy treatment.

Oh yeah another thing, I'm satisfying with all the nurse service from KPJ hospital at Seberang Jaya. They really care about me, smiling all the time and peramah. They treated well as a inpatient but one thing and of course no one was perfect. There is one weakness which is as me as outpatient before I have to wait for long hours for waiting doctor and same thing happen when I have to wait for my turn for MRI and waiting for long hours while waiting for bed preparation as I know the capacitance for inpatient was limited. Since I think the patient will become more so KPJ hospital at seberang jaya should have plan to have another building so that can occupied for more patient. BTW, I'm happy stay here. Thanks all and hoping I can discharge by tomorrow. :)

Wish me to fully recover. Thanks in advance for all your wishes. :)

i'll come again..more dress

Feeling to update this blog its still not there. huhu..so lazy me. I'm still busy on office daily task which is everyday become more and more since project is in critical mode because of we don’t have enough resource. You will experince crazy mode when you work on R&D Department. Like I feel now. But today I have to spent some time to update what I do during my silence to release my tension.

BTW, there is a lot of stuff I do, even though I'm busy with daily office work but at night for sure I will spent around 1 or 2 hours on sewing stuff. So addicted, I can't stay at home without do nothing. And then because of that I suffer back pain and doctor diagnosis maybe I got RSI (Repetitive Strain Injury) because of ergo issue. Since I have to spent more that 8 hours at office in front of computer and then when I go back home I’m continue with sewing. So no rest and I force my body to do a lot of thing so my nerve start to act abnormally. huhu..but what I can do, I’m so addicted. So I plan to stop all the sewing stuff first for around 1 or 2 months and start exercise. I have to. L It’s not fun you know when this is the way for me to release all my stress on office task..huhu. Maybe I have to start to reading again all my book which is I stop this hobbies when I found sewing much more fun. Huhu..Wish me guys. :)

Nothing much to say so enjoy the below picture. Most of the picture was baby dress. I like baby dress !!! J J Eventhough I still don’t have a kids but I’m dreaming that one day I can make a dress for my own baby. Huhu.. Wish me. Actually other than baby dress I do have other sewing item but I not capture it. So I only can uploaded baby dress picture only. J Enjoy..

This is during birthday party for my husband niece when her mother request me to make a special dress for her. Birthday girl was the second from the right hand side of the picture. The rest of the kids was her cousin which their mothers agree to have same dress.


I like this the most. Beautiful rite and great combination color.



I call this abaya.